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is it the job of staff to suffocate the entire room of people, or are they supposed to allow proper air flow? >>>
do you even hear me? how my brain is today? how my life is today? how much things have changed? are you listening?
what help do i need? i need money! it should be easier, i’ve qualified for assistance my whole life, and now even more so.
first night back in shelter, how long until the complaints start rolling in?
i continue calling people out for bad manners, it isn’t going to make a difference, if anything it will hurt me,

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cold

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the spot we watched fourth of july fireworks, 2017

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the look today
no action just a few taps of this screen,
https://jnitsu.net/photos/21011/
looking at this photo makes me realize how much hair i have lost since then, and especially since this past april .

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thanksgiving morning
@ martine’s
https://youtu.be/X_bFO1SNRZg?si=w_GQfRZFgsQ5PbeA
i never listen to music anymore but this morning i made my way to an old last.fm account i used way back when and chose this song to play ,

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just for once…

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20251125_144914.jpgif someone asked you what it is i have spent the most money on, what would you say in response?
i’d rather starve and die with nothing than ever meet someone again for even a second. is that where things are heading?

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another morning…
i do not owe anyone my time, or anything else.
slobs around the serving table!
hey! anyway, have a good day. ! will continue ignoring everyone and as flavio likes to say, ~sliding away~ from trouble. YaY!
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the first place i sat down homeless
one muffin, two cookies, and three pieces of bread.
father with son encourage younger to barrass, bully, abuse. good job, B r A v O !!!

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today i wait until 6pm (instead of 7pm)

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the only one
other than one more (but not really)
i sit here in the dark on a cold night after a day of rain with damp clothes, blanket, bags. waiting for me to act up, hmm?