too talkative today? my movements too… ~whatever~ ?
Author: j
what’s wrong with my attitude? too confident for you, too comfortable? don’t expect me to bow for anyone, you will never have that here.
tonight they made me for the first time check in my smoking pipe, ?

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ya p
but i bought cinnamon rolls instead, and today i will buy a different variety to compare the difference.
saturdays are always a cringe here at martine’s,

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an early walk i don’t regret,
and you can be certain i will have another puff the moment i exit this door, here at el capp-o
a “health worker” says to a client, ยซ you are a gold digger, you don’t stop, ~ ยป
how can i go on like this? because: You Do Not rule my life.
the world really is a lot darker than i once realized,
i say to myself, why is she still standing there?
scapegoating the less fortunate, it is wrong
i am stuck having to finish eating two more cinnamon buns that seem to contain no cinnamon….

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sent.

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๐ช

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an old sign


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a space

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what?

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kitchen appliances
if i compared myself to some others i find myself as the one letting many issues slide…
i don’t know where you people come from but you are not going to bother me here, (anywherel)
stop comparing yourselves to me, !

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and?



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an orange leaf
the heater on with both doors closed, so incredibly stupid! we are inside of a building and have blankets for a reason,

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โจ๏ธ

ten years…
i will just let them keep talking…

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it used to be a rainbow…

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guess i’m fasting during the day for a week…

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who do i think i am? someone that is once again free from y’alls noise… your problems are not welcome here, !
the year of,
not listening… at all.

wow…
to any stranger, i don’t know if we are good or not but i am not even going to think about it anymore…
i know what is going on, and every day i show which side i am on.
harassing me for having a smoke is only going to push me to have another… (and nothing will be done about it)
this is your imagination, it is not my reality. !
i do not listen to anyone else.




