Author: j

as i clean my bag i think to myself, i would receive these looks in any moment,

you feel bad for me? i would say the reverse, but i just don’t care anymore, !

wondering if i should cover the four cameras on my main phone with jewels?

we are not a collective, i am independent from the rest of you

you are not in my world, just passing strangers… i will not give you my time anymore ! worth zero

i am allowed to roll, i am from florida, baby ! california too, , , ! ! !

i have never built a life on this, and i do not plan to start ,

they have stories don’t they, i don’t care to hear

i don’t even want to be sharing this space with them, honestly. let’s get that clear , !

it is not even my way, and they drag me back into it. …………………… as if i want to be so funny, it is just my way of coping,

getting away from you and everyone else in the world has brought the best outcome, !

these stories will not stick with me anymore, i will disregard everything, i will turn the other way,

i want you to be well too, but you are not going to put me in harms way or take advantage of me,

focusing on the things i don’t even think about today

i do not have to go through my days thinking about myself in the ways some want me to…

how would you compose yourself homeless?

i am not selling myself to anyone, . !

y’all thought you had influence…

i will never be associated, anywhere. !

i will not be a scapegoat.

i'm not comparing, just acknowledging my effort at the time. if we had met today we wouldn't have.

today i am very familiar with how some can lie...

i sense increased hostility around me and i remain calm as can be. these tactics fail to hurt me in the ways they once did before,

i will always hold it against each person for being dishonest with me, playing games with my head, keeping me down for longer, when i needed support the most. what has changed?

i am once again offended, but i am not going to hold any more grudges.

how am i expected to recognize someone i used to know, passing by, after all of this?

are they acting? is “artificial intelligence” used to trap people now?

let another 3 years pass… 🌸