19:07
did she really just pretend to say “hey, i need to talk to you”?
better than social media
19:07
did she really just pretend to say “hey, i need to talk to you”?
18:20
this month is the month of trying different instant coffee’s…
17:53
whose side am i on? nobody’s… my own.
13:15
it tastes so much better now, my pipe
11:56
if what i hear around me is true i will choose to ignore it!
11:36
https://jnitsu.net/ another year
11:00
i was seven months outside again for what reason? in *your* words, not mine –
10:57
what i write here may at best be just another way of coping, to some it doesn’t really matter,
10:44
i have learned to trust nobody, and for awhile now.
09:14
i will cope in the good ways i know how… what has stayed the same, and what has changed? you tell me, right?
09:12
i do not like the energy around here and i do not have to…
09:08
earplugs are always in through the entire night,,, i stay in my own bubble. ~
08:47
and just to be clear, i’m not interested.! thanks,. (x1,2,3, )
08:24
yes, it is the ukiah photo, and what a different time it was (or seemed)
08:07
i have been sitting in the old telephone chair at capp for some mornings now, this morning someone placed a stack of individually wrapped condoms in the chair so i looked for a spot to place them… back next to the container they came from at the front desk…
06:47
foul cries are so amusing today, keep them coming! ! ~
14:12
sleep, eat sleep, eat sleep, eat
09:28
and the people that have a problem with this shouldn’t be here… maybe, let me reflect on some things…
08:42
what is that noise? i do not associate with it…
i’m above and beyond taking orders from people who prey…
who is flaunting what here? check yourself good and well, you surely aren’t the folks in charge… no way.
too talkative today? my movements too… ~whatever~ ?
what’s wrong with my attitude? too confident for you, too comfortable? don’t expect me to bow for anyone, you will never have that here.
tonight they made me for the first time check in my smoking pipe, ?
but i bought cinnamon rolls instead, and today i will buy a different variety to compare the difference.
saturdays are always a cringe here at martine’s,
and you can be certain i will have another puff the moment i exit this door, here at el capp-o
a “health worker” says to a client, ยซ you are a gold digger, you don’t stop, ~ ยป
how can i go on like this? because: You Do Not rule my life.
the world really is a lot darker than i once realized,
i say to myself, why is she still standing there?
scapegoating the less fortunate, it is wrong
i am stuck having to finish eating two more cinnamon buns that seem to contain no cinnamon….
if i compared myself to some others i find myself as the one letting many issues slide…
i don’t know where you people come from but you are not going to bother me here, (anywherel)
stop comparing yourselves to me, !
the heater on with both doors closed, so incredibly stupid! we are inside of a building and have blankets for a reason,
i will just let them keep talking…
guess i’m fasting during the day for a week…
the year of,
not listening… at all.

wow…
to any stranger, i don’t know if we are good or not but i am not even going to think about it anymore…
i know what is going on, and every day i show which side i am on.
harassing me for having a smoke is only going to push me to have another… (and nothing will be done about it)
this is your imagination, it is not my reality. !
i do not listen to anyone else.
you may have taken it personally but i have already forgotten,
my next purchase will be wired earbuds, then a new 45 dollar vape cartridge. or maybe the other way around…
i’m “running” from what again? i won’t listen to it anymore. i show myself daily. : )