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you were quick to dismiss some of the things i shared, so i had a reason to ask,

why should i have to explain to you what it means? i gave you clear examples, and it wasn’t easy doing so, especially under the circumstances… !

i can never find the time or place to call back, it is very difficult here today.

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une staffo brought the flower jars out for each table, today this table in front of me is the only with real white (&…) …

some want me to doubt myself today, but i have never been more sure of things.

must i remind you that i made this journey on my own free will, and not by force?

arriving at martine’s, i find in what has become my usual spot, a book titled “the art of photoshop”,

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one guy passed through and picked a few grey pieces for incense, and another shortly after, tossing a lit cigarette.

i will not go through my days hearing “that’s how it is” … i do not accept being reduced to this standard of living.

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was thinking of 2018, just for a moment…

how shocking it would be if my own family felt the need to go into protection from me. surely they were pressured in some way, if so…

when am i going to find out if you are real or not? go to the nearest mirror and waive a light around…

i was once told to get a life. and what do you have? something i would never want,

they pick on the past and things that are none of their business instead of being honest about their own present…

and i am moving around a bunch of people everyday, with the same nonchalant attitude i have grown accustomed to, and will keep. !

“he really doesn’t care how we take it anymore, that just makes it easier to get him!”